Sickkk

Hopefully this blog will help me feel a tad bit better. at the moment im feeling sick to my stomach. i don't really know why. maybe it was the breakfast sandwich i ate this morning? or the lack of sleep? or maybe both? whatever it is. i hate it... i really wanna go home and lay in my bed til i feel better. but thats not an option. i need to focus on school. i'm taking a break with Alec at the moment. told him last night. simply because i can't have any distractions. especially if i plan on graduating next year. i wish there was some magic pill i could take so i wouldnt feel sick anymore, be more awake and alert, and make me focus. but until that kind of medical break through comes out... im fucked....

Me

my hands are not soft, but they can serve.
my body not so beautiful, but it is strong.
my lips are not perfumed, but they speak the truth.
love is not an art to me, it is life to me.
i am not dressed in gold and fine linen, strength and honor are my clothing.
i can offer you little, but i offer all i have.
if you have little, but nothing, nothing is more to me than gold from others.
you would fill the emptiness of my heart, but not all of it.
do not be jealous of a memory....