Rambling Insomina

I understand that everyone sleeps, without it you die. but, what i cant understand is why sleep disorders exist. some people sleep too much (a.k.a sleeping beauty syndrome), and others cant sleep at all (a.k.a insomina). i dont know if anybody else out there has the same problem as me but, some nights ill fall asleep around 10:30-11ish, other nights its 3-4ish, and the rest are sleepless nights. another thing is all the nights i fall asleep at a good time is with help (tylenol pm, advil pm, nyquil, etc.), come ta think of it ive always been a wild child. i cant wait til im 18. so i can leave the house when i cant sleep, ya know, go for a walk. well then again, i was talking to Love-ina<3 a few minutes ago. she said when she cant sleep its because of stress and/or anxiety. school is my biggest stress factor. it makes my hair fall out and my face breakout. i just hate it all around. i dont have any disciplene of one, i have a huge issue with getting myself ta class and staying there. my counselor asked me the other day if i wanted to graduate through night school or get my G.E.D? i looked her dead in the eye and said "fuck no", if i quit high school, then quiting is giving up, giving up is a sign of weakness, and i am not weak! on the outside i may seem weak, but on the inside... i look like Rocky Marciano<3